commit this to memory

i think it's really been awhile since i've reflected back on who i've become. i think it's really scary and i hope that soon enough i'll be able to change that. i've become a monster that i don't even recognize anymore. somebody save me from myself. somebody save the world from me.

"I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal"
-Animal I Have Become (Three Days Grace)